I'm who I am

Being avoided like a plaque

I understand and won't go after

Your ship set sailing

But I'll still be here

I'm still the same

Looking for forever friendship

Which I know for this lifetime I won't find

I lost trust

I lost faith

But I'm still who I am

Maybe it's me

I'm the weird one

That no one will ever understand

As I don't even understand myself

How do I expect other to understand me

But I'm still who I am

Not  afraid of being alone

Not being sad for doing things alone

Kept myself occupied with things

Kept myself occupied with happy thoughts

Dreaming away 

But I'm still who I am

I'm still sane

I'm still staying positive

I have strong happy mental state

And sometimes let go and be insane

Releases all stress

That's just me.