What I realized after you were gone.

 Daddy after you passed away for the few few weeks it is all very very sad. I have to stay strong for mum. We act like nothing happen.

What I can remember was when we had dinner together your seat was empty. When setting the table I nearly forgot and set for you too. Before I ate I nearly called out Daddy eat, but I have to stop myself and only called out Mummy eat.

These were all small things that I realized after you passed away. And one more thing that I realized was that I can't see you anymore and all I can see is your memorial tablet that I prayed to every morning. Whenever I prayed I felt like crying. It is really very hard.

But I think mum got it the hardest. She spent more than 40 years with you and suddenly she is all alone. She is also trying her best i knew that but she looks sad. I know times will heal. But how long? It still hurts. I am going to stop now before I cry. 

Daddy please blessed us all from above.

Miss you dearly.