The cycle of life

 What is the cycle of life?

I think the cycle of life for me is you were born. You grew up with lots of ups and downs with your family. 

Then you get a job whether you like it or not you work your @ss off and you will met with ups and downs as well. Got new job or stay the same for the rest of your life. It is all choices. 

Then you found your fated or not fated pair. You go through ups and downs as well. Break up, got your heart broken 💔, found new love got married then have your own family.  Have children together and faced with lots and lots of ups and downs too. Either both work it through or went your separate ways. 

If both managed to stay together then it will be a successful marriage. But no matter how successful it is both surely have arguments and differences of opinion. It is really hard to work through a marriage and family when you have children. 

I can say that I have it easy. But still I have many more years to go. Maybe another 25 to 30 years to go before I expire. What will happen the next 25 to 30 years time I don't know. Everyone will wish for happy life likewise I wish for it too but GOD always like to test us human on earth. What kind of things is GOD going to throw my way I am going to take it whether I like it or not. It is how will I take it. Will I take it with a pinch of salt or will I break down? I had been having many downs throughout this past 10 years. But I am getting tired. Will I be able to take anymore curveball from GOD?

Will I breakdown? As I get older I felt that I lost my will. I am not as strong emotionally and mentally as I used to be. I don't know if I can take it if another big huge curveball is hurl my way.

But still I have to take it. It is the cycle of life. I have to stay strong for myself and my family. I need to be the pillar of my family. I need to set good example for JY. 

I am tired. What do I do when i felt like this? Blog it and get over it. No. It doesn't help. 😣 

But by blogging it I can see  where I am heading to. I can voice out my thoughts. At least a huge burden is off my shoulder for now. I really need to hibernate. I need my hibernation time. 

I need to stay strong as I still have a long way to go.