It is hard giving up!

 It is hard giving up on a game that I came addicted to. Today is the first day that I still haven't log in yet.

Being a mother and a wife and who would thought that I would be addicted to gaming. This is the first time in my life that I am addicted to anything. I always have good control over everything I do. I don't like to lost control over things. I will always control over everything I do. So this is hard for me. It is harder to admit that I am addicted to gaming. Weird. This is all so weird for me. I hate losing control. But this is part of learning for me. I will take it gracefully and overcome it. I am sure I can. I have the determination. 

Let's see if I can achieve it. I mean I will still play the game but not logged in all the time. Wish me luck. And hopefully I will be able to give up totally but that will be a waste as I am 5 level away to level 80. See now I am going to give in here. 

Where is my determination? Be firm only log in once a day that is my resolution. Keep my finger cross. This is only the first day. ☺️ 🐢 🐢 🐢 🐢 

Will update later again tomorrow.

8th Oct 2020

Is it working? Yes it did. And I am proud of myself so far. It has only been the 2nd day. Yesterday I log in twice. Today while I am blogging this I still haven't log in the game. I think it has been at least 12 hours I did not logged in but I need distraction. I will login later at 7pm only once. So keep my fingers crossed and hope I can follow through.