Feeling under the weather.

Decision had been made, 

Don't be swayed,

And I prayed

I don't strayed.

It is hard, 

But I am on guard, 

I will keep my feeling barred,

So as not broken into shard.

I try not to think, 

To let this feeling sink, 

I know it stink, 

I try to keep it in sync. 

It will take times to forget, 

But I will not fret, 

I will not sweat, 

This is not a threat. 

I will take it as life lesson, 

I will not acknowledge its presence, 

And divert my attention, 

In another direction. 

I will never trust, 

It is unjust, 

It is a mistrust, 

I am disgust. 

I will not let it bring me down, 

My feeling won't be drown, 

I won't be knockdown, 

I'll just shutdown. 

Being alone is the best, 

There won't be a messed, 

I won't be stressed, 

Now I can rest.